YESTERDAY'S GONE
ytd went to taka for an appointment with kaser, actually im not interested in it, since kaser wan my accompany so i joined her. yz was with us. e person-in-charge told us dat e company wil provide us with a glooming cum make-up cum modelling course free of charge, this is to prepare us for all sorts of auditions. if we win, both e company n us wil b paid. we dun hav to pay for anythin except for a full set of professional make-up which costs $550. she told us to discuss with our parents den giv e company an ans.
kaser has always wanted to be a model, but she isnt interested in dis course, hw would i b interested? pp who noe me shd noe dat my ambition is not modelling, but hairstyling or fashion designing. aft dat we went to play pool n shop ard. had mcd wid yz aft pool, was kinda sick of filet o'fish. i'll make sure not to hav it agn.
met ke ming at city hall aft dat. he wanted to hav mcd for dinner, i was like "omg". i didnt eat cos i was very full, seeing pp ard me havin filet o'fish makes me feel like puking. wads wrong with me?
1:35 PM
ytd went to town wid sky. he super steady sia, jus by trying a sip of red wine, he immediately purchase one bottle of it. now i noe why he can finish e money he earned in such a short time. but dere are many things dat i shd learn from him. firstly he is very ambitious, he set many goals ahead and try his very best to achieve it. also, he is someone who quitted skul at sec one, but the achievements he has done made him seems like a high-educated person. wish him all e best for his future.
saw shanling n peiqin at control station, dey are so cute. recently, many pp are giving me alot of encouragement, thank dem for wasting their saliva on me, tks for seeing some hope in me (:
10:41 AM
my mind is in a deep mess. gt serious headaches wen it comes to studies. everyone is encouraging me to study, i noe its for my own gd, but i just have no heart n soul to do so. i duno wads happening to me, i guess im going insane, sometimes i cannot even rescue myself. many things are adding on to my pressure. im very thankful to those who had always wanted to help me, i appreciate it alot.
1:35 AM
ytd went to bugis with ke ming, walked alot of places as he wana look for a jacket, but in e end, its either dun hav his size or not up to his liking. saw huishan, liyin, siman, yujie n cat at different parts of bugis. cat was so cute, she went to hug me, i told her "ok, enough le" den she hugged even tighter, lol.
later on met shumin, we went to shop n chatted alot on our way. i like her character, someone very straight-forward. i loathe pp who love to po. took neoprints as she requested. saw meiting at her workplace, she asked me abt sam, we both wanted her back so much but many things r beyond our control.
my legs are kinda pain as i walked alot from afternoon till night. need a rest badly as my flu is killing me thru'out e day...
2:10 PM
21st July: went to town with kaser, i was late again, dere's nvr once dat im early wen i mit her, sry gal. wil chge dis bad habit. we went to lotsa places, she is a great shopper, can shop n shop without stopping.
dere was a busking event at heeren. kaser is interested so i accompanied her to watch it. saw mabel, she is so cute as her punggol uniform is worn from morning till night, make punggol sec known to everyone? hee. although e performers are neither very popular or had their own cds, but they had shown professionalism
till now, i stil cannot accept e fact dat o's is arrivin in a few mths' time. i aint prepared at all, everyone is revising e chapters while im stil confused at my basics. im just so not into studies, reali gt no hart to sit down n hav a look at my textbks. stressed.
9:06 AM
monday: yujie called me at ard 7am. i was wondering y she called at such an early time, its impossible to ask me down for puffs or breakfast, cos it was too early. den i realised i hav sth impt today: e chinese o's lc. i gotta attend skul today, im late. so blur dat i tot today is stil a wkend.
i didnt go to skul immediately as latecomers were to b punished at 7+, so i came at 8+. lesson at 8.30am was pe, we can choose btw aikido or inline-skating. i chose aikido as im not dat into skating. e 1st thing charlene did wen she saw me was to ask me to b her partner, guess she had always wanted to spar with me, lol.
went to tamp with yujie aft skul, both of us were kinda tired. so once i gt home, i immediately went to slp. sry to those whom i didnt ans yr cals or reply yr sms, didnt hear my fone wen i was slpin
5:27 AM
accompanied yujie to tamp for her cigs, her pair of slippers spoilt halfway across the road, lol. she suggested to return to punggol to watch e annual street parade. saw our skul's performance, was pretty impressed. e amazing thing is, e cheering n clapping from e audience are one of e loudest, but e sms votes dey received r one of e lowest, haa.
went to kfc for dinner, yujie ate quite alot, plus she oso had kfc for lunch =.= den went back to e carnival thingy, dey were havin a beauty pageant competition for racial harmony day, dion said i shd join, wth. my bro's form tcher is one of the contestants, she won e miss elegant award, miss photogenic award n oso e overall champion. congrats to her (:
feels like vomiting now, duno y. my mum claim its bcos i hav very little slp, but does it link? i duno. jus wana hav a rest, its making me so uncomfortable
10:37 PM
saturday: went to cuppage to play pool with yi zhen, we didnt cal anyone else cos yz dun like playing pool with other pp ard. won her nine matches, not bcos she is bad in skills, but bcos she keep challenging e balls dat are tougher to hit in, and sumtyms she accidentally hit in e black ball.
then we went back to punggol area to look for mei xuan. since she is stil havin dinner with her family, me n yz decided to go to my hse first so dat i can bathe and get myself changed. saw yujie and clarence on our way, so we had a short chat. after dinner, me n bro went down to find mx and yz, they were playin basketball so my bro decided to join them. me and mx's cousins watched them play. e skills dat my bro has shown stunned me, he has improved tremendously.
had chats wid yz n mx aft e matches, they were saying dat my area's very gd, has those facilities that can train yr body. i duno y but i jus gave them a dull response, probably bcos i stil prefer stayin at tamp, so punggol is a so-so place for me. by readin my post earlier on, u guys could tell how much i love my previous place
11:48 AM
10th July: France lost, but it did a very gd job overall, kudos to e players. mock exams dis morning, wasnt serious in doin e papers cos was kinda sleepy and dun really noe wad e qns are talkin abt. e skul says it wil dismiss us at 3pm, but we are only dismissed at 3:30pm. made me late at meeting allen.
sat with him nearby compass pt, saw yingting, she is still as pretty. den he suggested to go eat at rivervale mall, we took lrt dere and he left his bike at cp area, its hilarious dat he is taking lrt when he has a bike. arrived at rm n he asked me what i wana eat, i told him dat i aint eating, n he decided not to eat too cos he dun wana eat alone, wth. went to void deck to chat n hav puffs.he jio me go chiong but dere are lessons tmr, yi zhen wil kill me if she noe i nv attend skul bcos of clubbing, so i decided not to go although i might regret, lol.
sam is facing many probs recently. me as her sis, is of cos very worry for her. i can only encourage and advice her with her probs faced, cant help much and i felt very sorry abt it. hearing her cry and to console her is the only thing i can do. how i wish i was by her side, cry and face e probs together would b so much better. hope everythin will be back to normal for her soon.
3:07 AM
生日快乐9th july: qiaoling's bday. 13 of us went to pizza hut for lunch. im not very hungry, so gave my last share to levon dey all. after dat went to cuppage to play pool, yz learnt how to play liao, happy for her. she is a fast learner, unlike me, til now still sucks at it. went to have puffs wid yujie wen we returned to punggol.
my mum cooked porriage for dinner. wen i was taking my share, i accidentally dropped one big bowl of porriage. at this moment, i wish my eyes were lying to me, i saw porriage on e floor, walls, ceilings, cupbrds n table. ehh, spent a long n hard time cleaning up.
later wc's finals. hopefully france will win, although many ppl support italy. tmr skul starts at 10am bcos of wc, i noe its unbelivable, but its definitely true, haa. wad a cute skul im studyin in. once agn, happy bday to qiaoling (9/7), and oso siman (10/7). hope dey enjoy their days
12:04 AM
wilson offers me a pair of ndp preview tix, but bcos im meetin meixuan n yizhen, i rejected his offer. thnx him anyway. im surprised that dis is e 1st time im on time in meetin yz. 3 of us went to bugis, me n yz wanted to buy qiaoling's bday present.we decided to buy her a skirt, hopefully she wil like it.
didnt managed to attend ql n lanli's bday celebration at pasir ris cos we cant make it on time. tmr we'll be celebratin for ql, so can make up for it. anyway, happy bday to lanli =D on our way to pastamania, we saw 陈奕's fans meeting session. saw many pp queueing up for his signature. better not tell kaser abt it, she wil go crazy. haha..
after rounds of walking n shoppin at bugis, i guess we all went blur. took e wrong direction to go city hall, all we could do was to laugh at our stupid mistakes. dis is not e 1st tym such thing is happening, so xia sway, haa. on our way hme, my dad called. e mrt was so noisy dat i couldnt hear wad he say, so didnt gave a response upon his words. den he said:"你哑巴啊?" my mood was totally changed, i was damn furious. he always say such hurtful words when he is angry, bud if i were to say such words, jitao a slap right on my face. is this fair?!
11:54 PM
today is danny's bday. 生日快乐! my class gave him a surprise bday party after skul. e guys smashed a piece of cake onto his face, instead of him gettin smashed, ppl ard him suffered e consequences, lol. later we sang him a bday song, and gave him his bday cake. he too received a soccer ball as his bday present. hope these are gd memories for him.
france vs portugal later on, hopefully france wil win
11:30 PM
butterflies in my head
tuesday: a grp of us were called out by a tcher. he was supposed to scold us for not attending emaths mock exam during hols. in e end, he wanted us to write points of "how to improve our maths", and hand in to him on thurs. he suggested dat i shd collect e papers, since im the "best" among e students, well, indirectly saying dat im e worst.
after skul went to pp wid kaserin, and then wid yujie. cant wait to go home and rest on my bed bcos im extremely shag. had a short nap at night, dreamt of me being pregnant without knowin whos e father. wth, shd it b considered as a nightmare? lol.
2:36 AM
afternoon: went to visit my aunt at hougang, she jus gave birth to a cutie pie. was surprised at e name given cos its exactly e same spelling as my frn's name, Celeste. quite a swit name and it suits her well. she was slpin when i got dere, soooo adorable.
her elder sis Joline kips wantin to play with me, made me felt dizzy after sum tym cos i didnt hav enough slp, haa. she showed me her baby's pics, so lovable. now she kips short hair as she claimed to be very hot, but i rily do like her long hairstyle, makes her looks more sweet n girlish, lol. no matter wad, she is still a pretty young gal
later went to central area wid my mum. i detest one thing abt her, is to stop halfway without informin me. it happens frequently. told her abt it but no changes was made, kinda pek chek..
1:12 AM
1st thing to do on sunday, went to buy cigs. finally gt sell, i was delighted.. after that went to ps to find wei jie, smoked 2 cigs n went off liao. cos kinda sian plus i meetin yu jie in the evenin.
returned to punggol n bought my lunch, dare not empty my stomach for the whole afternoon as im afraid history wil repeat itself. went home to chill a while den met yu jie at tamp. i was late, but this time round, bcos of the bus. it took decades for the bus to come, guess i've missed e previous one. ehh, bugis is extremely crowded today. in e end, yu jie bought 2 shirts, i bought a pair of tights. after a few rounds of walking at bugis street, we decided to make our way back to punggol. had some puffs n chats den we went home. what a day, haha..
10:05 AM
went to woodland with my mum, she wana dyes her hair. and even ask me if i wan to dye or not, at that moment she forgot whats e reason i was being sent home from skul a couple of times. lol.. den went to shop ard, bought a pair of shorts, other stuffs belonged to my mum. and e no of stuffs were exaggerating, haa..
took a cab home, went to help my dad buy his dinner. took dis chance to go n smoke. as u can see, i cant smoke wen my mum is ard. so e feelin is terrible. desperate for puffs wen i was at woodland. tmr gonna try my luck on buying cigs, bless me ppl.
11:47 PM
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